Ugh.

[midnightdiddle]

Conditioned response: As soon as I start to update my journal, I get tired and depressed. Erg.

Quick writing, before I delete this update, like I have been for the past few days.

Life is hectic, Kiki is tired. Ben may be going to jail, no one's quite sure. We'll find out Monday. Does it make me a horrible sister, that I want him to go to jail? He needs to grow up and learn that he has to deal with his mistakes. Stupid bastard.

I'm clumsy, as always. I type this with an elbow that's all swollen, and a finger that may or may not be broken. Erg again.

Ah, Alex graduated today! Yay for him! Such a great boy, I love him. I gave him a Darth Tator and The Minish Cap, and went to the graduation ceremony. And he had a white tassel, because he was an honor student. Yay for him some more!

Quick piece of a series of one-shots, because I need to get over my writer's block. Again.



The first time Genma kissed Iruka, he was twenty, and Iruka was only thirteen. He had to bend down until he was nearly crouching, because Iruka was small and slender and so delicate, almost like a girl, and when Genma closed his eyes, he pretended that Iruka was a girl.

"What is it?" Iruka asked, naive and innocent and such a little killer, with those angry eyes and bloody hands, and Genma shivered.

"It's game," he said hastily, visions of pretty little girls with ribbons and curls stamped out by angry boys with bruises and curses.

"A game?" Iruka scoffed, sounding older than Genma, and Genma felt sick. "A game?" Iruka repeated, and this time, he kissed Genma back.

"A game," Genma said, and he wondered how many times those words had been said today.

Genma kissed Iruka, Iruka kissed Genma, and then Genma went home to Raidou, pale-faced and biting his lip. He'd lost his senbon, and he was sure that that little brat, that little monster of a boy, had stolen it.

"What's wrong?" Raidou asked curiously, standing in the kitchen, searching for something to eat. "You're pale."

"Am I?" Genma rubbed his forehead distractedly, then smiled at Raidou. "It's hot out, can tell it's nearly summer."

"Maybe it's just the heat?" Raidou supplied helpfully, handing Genma a glass of water. "You were supposed to help teach the genin today, weren't you?"

Genma's stomach twisted and fell, dragging his heart and lungs along with him. "Yeah, I did." He thought of thin wrists and short fingers, and set the glass of water on the counter, still full. "I'd forgotten how little the genin are."

"Any good ones?"

Genma thought of wet skin, of slippery tongues, and swallowed, smiling at the worried Raidou. "Yeah, a few."




The Kissing Game is going to be a series of shamelessly angsty and smutty one-shots with every yaoi pairing under the Naruto sun. Basically, there'll be GenmaIruka (hah! you never saw that one coming!), KakashiIruka, RaidouGenma, GenmaRaidou, IrukaHayate, GaiIruka, and GaiKakashi. Because I love my boys all together in these big, shameless piles. Hurrah?

Urg. Arg. Now to click the enter button. I can do it, I'm strong!

Edit: Go pick up challenges at yaoi_challenge. I got two, they seem like such fun. Go, go!

Comments

[midnightdiddle.livejournal.com]

I'd hope he'd learn something. He needs to someday get his head on straight. If it takes him getting thrown where he doesn't want to be, then so be it, is what I say. That makes me sound so callous. >

[messypeaches.livejournal.com]

No, i understan the thinking completely. But I just sorta think, that in my brothers case, it's a sorta song and dance, you know? he NEEDS to get tossed ivnto the army or soemthing.