Ugh.

[midnightdiddle]

Conditioned response: As soon as I start to update my journal, I get tired and depressed. Erg.

Quick writing, before I delete this update, like I have been for the past few days.

Life is hectic, Kiki is tired. Ben may be going to jail, no one's quite sure. We'll find out Monday. Does it make me a horrible sister, that I want him to go to jail? He needs to grow up and learn that he has to deal with his mistakes. Stupid bastard.

I'm clumsy, as always. I type this with an elbow that's all swollen, and a finger that may or may not be broken. Erg again.

Ah, Alex graduated today! Yay for him! Such a great boy, I love him. I gave him a Darth Tator and The Minish Cap, and went to the graduation ceremony. And he had a white tassel, because he was an honor student. Yay for him some more!

Quick piece of a series of one-shots, because I need to get over my writer's block. Again.



The first time Genma kissed Iruka, he was twenty, and Iruka was only thirteen. He had to bend down until he was nearly crouching, because Iruka was small and slender and so delicate, almost like a girl, and when Genma closed his eyes, he pretended that Iruka was a girl.

"What is it?" Iruka asked, naive and innocent and such a little killer, with those angry eyes and bloody hands, and Genma shivered.

"It's game," he said hastily, visions of pretty little girls with ribbons and curls stamped out by angry boys with bruises and curses.

"A game?" Iruka scoffed, sounding older than Genma, and Genma felt sick. "A game?" Iruka repeated, and this time, he kissed Genma back.

"A game," Genma said, and he wondered how many times those words had been said today.

Genma kissed Iruka, Iruka kissed Genma, and then Genma went home to Raidou, pale-faced and biting his lip. He'd lost his senbon, and he was sure that that little brat, that little monster of a boy, had stolen it.

"What's wrong?" Raidou asked curiously, standing in the kitchen, searching for something to eat. "You're pale."

"Am I?" Genma rubbed his forehead distractedly, then smiled at Raidou. "It's hot out, can tell it's nearly summer."

"Maybe it's just the heat?" Raidou supplied helpfully, handing Genma a glass of water. "You were supposed to help teach the genin today, weren't you?"

Genma's stomach twisted and fell, dragging his heart and lungs along with him. "Yeah, I did." He thought of thin wrists and short fingers, and set the glass of water on the counter, still full. "I'd forgotten how little the genin are."

"Any good ones?"

Genma thought of wet skin, of slippery tongues, and swallowed, smiling at the worried Raidou. "Yeah, a few."




The Kissing Game is going to be a series of shamelessly angsty and smutty one-shots with every yaoi pairing under the Naruto sun. Basically, there'll be GenmaIruka (hah! you never saw that one coming!), KakashiIruka, RaidouGenma, GenmaRaidou, IrukaHayate, GaiIruka, and GaiKakashi. Because I love my boys all together in these big, shameless piles. Hurrah?

Urg. Arg. Now to click the enter button. I can do it, I'm strong!

Edit: Go pick up challenges at yaoi_challenge. I got two, they seem like such fun. Go, go!

Comments

[luv-wiz.livejournal.com]

It doesn't make you a bad sister just because you want him to go to jail so he can learn from his mistakes . * blink *

From previous posts and such , he seems to be in the habit of getting in trouble and making you miserable . ¬¬

As such , I also agree that he needs to learn a lesson . If it was my sister , I'd probably feel the same way . I'd be sad , cause she is my sis after all ... but if she deserves to go to jail , then off she goes . One must learn from mistakes .

Now , to read these drabbles . ^___^

[midnightdiddle.livejournal.com]

I feel like such a...I don't know, probably like someone who doesn't love her brother. And, truth to truth, I don't think I'll ever love him. Like him, yes, but love him, no. There's too many bad memories. Plus, in my horrible, horrible childish way, I want him out of my life. The time he was in juvie was the best time of my life... Urk.

But if he does go, I'm going to feel bad for his girlfriend. They're spending as much time as they can together, just in case he does go. *hiding crossed fingers* I'm such an evil wench.

[luv-wiz.livejournal.com]

hmm ... if your experience was as bad as it sounds , then really , you;re justified to feel the way you currently do .

It's not your fault , so try not to feel bad about it .

[luv-wiz.livejournal.com]

:D

I loved the drabble ! Although I didn't know Genma and Iruka had a 7 year difference . O___o;;; wow , the things you learn everyday . ^____^

Hmm ... even if these are just random drabbles , I'm sure I'll like it . =3

I usually don't like Kakashi with anyone but Iruka , but since it seems that you'll be pairing him with someone else ... I'll read em . :D

Although ... hmm ... I'm a bit wary of Kakashi and Gai fics . ^^;; They seem so ... erm ... too funny . lol

[messypeaches.livejournal.com]

I have a brother like that.
He's in jail at the moment.
I don't know if it's taking.

[midnightdiddle.livejournal.com]

I'd hope he'd learn something. He needs to someday get his head on straight. If it takes him getting thrown where he doesn't want to be, then so be it, is what I say. That makes me sound so callous. >

[messypeaches.livejournal.com]

No, i understan the thinking completely. But I just sorta think, that in my brothers case, it's a sorta song and dance, you know? he NEEDS to get tossed ivnto the army or soemthing.

[alana2x1.livejournal.com]

I don't think it makes you a horrible sister at all because in the long run you are wanting him to go to jail to help straighten his life out, so I think that makes you a loving caring sister. Sometimes drastic things have to happen so drastic changes can happen. I've got an older sister who I haven't seen for years cos she went off the rails, so to speak, and left home at 16. Bad things happened but I don't hate her exactly I just wish for her to get back on the striaght and narrow. So I can sort of see where you're coming from. Don't see youself as horrible *hugs*

The drabble was very good. Iruka being described in that way shocked me at first but then I remembered he was a little brat in his teen years and so it all fit perfectly then. I'm looking forward to the other parts of 'The Kissing Ganme' you mentioned. (esp. the KakaIru, hehe)

[midnightdiddle.livejournal.com]

It seems that the oldest child in a lot of families is the one that's always off, doing crazy, stupid things. *sigh* I hope your sister ends up better than my brother.

And I'm glad you liked the drabble. ^__^

[alana2x1.livejournal.com]

Aye, the oldest child teaches the younger ones to stay on track in the worst way possible *sighs* Well lets hope both of our siblings can get back on track.