Random stuff...

I feel so incompetent right now. I tried to write earlier, but I'm just so flustered, and I can't focus. Too many thoughts and ideas are running through my head, and trying to work on four plus stories isn't working so well. And Four Years is still unfinished... But in other news...

I watched House of Flying Daggers today, and I have many thoughts. However, I doubt anyone's interested in that. That's another thing. I suddenly feel as though everyone's just waiting for me to write something, and it makes me feel a little sad, and a little tired. I lovev writing, but suddenly, I don't think I can meet anyone's expectations anymore. You're supposed to write for yourself, I know all that, but I'm so dependant on what people think of me. If I don't get reviews, I despair, thinking that they hate me. If I do get reviews, I despair, thinking that they're just waiting for me. I love writing, but I'm absolutely terrified of it. It's nice, to have someone say that they like what you write, but at the same time, it's terrifying, absolutely nerve-wracking.

So I'm complaining, and I'm sure anyone who's reading this is just saying, "Kiki, get over yourself." But dangit, no. I'm going to complain, and complain I shall. I feel absolutely worthless, compared to other writers, and maybe other people aren't comparing me, but I am, even if it makes me look stupid and silly.

But enough of that. A drabble, written spur-of-the-moment, on everything and everything.

( Loving Myself )

Well, there's a drabble. Something to get my brain moving. I'm sure someone's thinking, 'but Itachi killed everyone, of course Sasuke hates him.' Well, I don't care. Off I go, to either sleep, or work on a story. Maybe. Or maybe I'll just read. Reading sounds nice.